S/mileage, the name of our new group. I'm excited, but at the same time, I'm going to miss someone. Someone's who supports me no matter what. It's a possibility that she's not going to be in the group, since it's Konon, Sakitty, and Ayacho, the new leader of S/mileage that is graduating from Eggs. This is going to suck.
"Saho Akari.." A whisper escaped from my lips as I start to cry. I don't want to leave her here with the Eggs! She'll be lonely! I don't want to have to do this to her! I sit down on a bench and cry uncontrollably.
I can't stop crying. Akari's probably not going to be in the group. I want her to graduate with me, so we can perform together other than SCE or as Eggs. I'm really going to miss her.
"Yuukarin? Yuukarin?" I stopped, wiping away my tears. It was her, that familiar voice that I'm going to miss hearing. My voice cracked as I spoke up, "I'm here Akarin." Akari had a concerned and shocked expression, running over to move strands of hair out of my face.
"Yuukarin, are you okay?" Akari asked me, not even giving me time to answer. "You look a mess." I couldn't reply. There was no way I couldn't tell her how I felt about leaving her. I tried to cry, but I couldn't get the tears to flow. "I'm going to miss you Akarin." I whispered in her ear.
"Tsunku is going to pick someone else....you do know that, right Yuuka?" My body tensed up at what Akari just told me. I knew that, but what if she wasn't in it? "But still, what if you weren't picked?" Akari smiled at me, giggling.
"You know I would go with you to all of the concerts Yuuka." That was true. Akari is always there for me, no matter what. Just hearing her voice always made me laugh.
"Do you want to go get some ice cream?" I asked, feeling better, but I wanted to chat with Akari some more. "Sure." she replied, and we went to the ice cream shop.
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The two of us sat down as we ate our ice cream. I got chocolate, while Akari got vanilla. We would always do these types of things together. However, I like it, and she likes it.
"So, how's Kanon and Ayacho doing?" Akari asked, licking her ice cream. I took a deep breath before replying. "Well, Ayacho is leader of S/mileage now, and Konon's doing very well." I nodded my head. Akari started laughing. I guess she was picturing Ayacho saying something funny...I guess.
"I'm happy for her. She's going to be a good leader." Akari said in between giggles. Then there was a silent aura. "Although I really do wish you were leader." I nearly choked on my ice cream cone.
"W-what did you just say?" I asked awkwardly, shifting in my seat a little. "I said, I really wish you were leader." She gave me a confused look.
"Oh, okay then." I knew that I was leader of SCE, but there was no way I could be leader of S/mileage. Ayacho deserved it.
"I love you, Yuukarin...." I could hear Akari blurt out. EHH?! I was a little confused at what she was trying to say. "I love you too Akarin, you know that." I replied, getting up to go throw my napkins away. Akari had already finished her ice cream way before me, so I finished last. I turned around to find her face close to mine.
She gave me a quick peck on the cheek and whispered, "Goodbye".
Which still leaves me confused until this day.
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