I'm so pissed. It's not the fact that I'm the leader of Morning Musume. It's not the fact of the dance rehearsals. It's because my ex-girlfriend Risa is with Eri, her new girlfriend. So now you know why I'm pissed. Actually, you know why I'm pissed and lonely. I hate having this feeling for the past five months.
The last five minutes of rehearsal. Time went by fast this week. Oh well I just feel like going home and crying my eyes out once again. But this isn't like me at all. "JunJun, you're getting it wrong again!" the dance instructor threw her hands up in frustration. I turned around, giving her a concerned look like I always do. But her expression was so funny, I couldn't help but giggle. Her cheeks turned red in embarrassment. She has been staring at me lately, why does she care about me so much? Tears started forming in my eyes, but I looked up at the ceiling to make them stop.
"Okay everyone, you are free to go." the dance instructor told us, leaving the studio. Well, that was fast. She must be tired anyway, after all those dance steps she wanted us to get downpacked. I sighed, and grabbed my water bottle, drinking the cold liquid. I heard Risa and Eri talking about going home with each other along with Reina and Sayu. I rolled my eyes and tried not to crush the water bottle. The four girls left the room, Koharu and LinLin following behind them. I know they're going to take a different cab than the other girls.
I started dancing, looking at my reflection in the mirror. Dancing can only get things off of my mind, then it all hits me once I get home. I could hear a conversation with her and Aika. "Do you want to go home with me, LinLin and Koharu?" I started stretching, I knew JunJun was going to say yes, she always hangs out with them. But the concerned look she gave me for a second was something different.
"No, I'm going to stay with Ai-chan for the night." she replied. What? She's going home with me? I can't believe it, she does care about me. "I understand, she needs somebody to talk too. I'll see you later!" she waved as she ran out of the studio. Tears were forming in my eyes once again. JunJun was just about to leave. I didn't want her to go, so I blurted out, "JunJun..." My voice came out very odd and wobbly.
"Yes?" JunJun's voice was a mixture of panick and concern. Other than Risa, JunJun has always comforted me and she would give me a big smile and comfort me when I got nervous. She's so caring, and I like that. At this point, I just want to sob in her arms. "Please, don't go, don't leave me here." JunJun turned around, her eyes were big with shock, and she dropped her bags to hug me.
I let it all go. Being in JunJun's arms made me feel much better. I'm glad she's here with me, or else I would be glum for the umpteenth time in the past five months. I kept sobbing for...I don't know how long, but my head hurts a little from the sobbing. JunJun stood up, her fingers intertwining with mine. I could feel my heart skip a beat. "Come Ai-chan, let's go to your house." I quickly grabbed my bag, my hand still in hers.
How strange, it was windy outside. It's the summer, normally it's not windy. "TAXI!" JunJun roared, waving her free hand. I held her other hand tightly and smiled a little bit. She's so cute sometimes. The taxi pulled over, and we got inside. "Where to girls?" the taxi driver asked us, a sigh following. I told him my address, and he drove to my house.
During the ride, I put my head on JunJun's shoulder. She wasn't affected by it at all. Actually, she moved down a little bit so I can feel comfortable. We were still holding hands, and my thumb was running over her knuckles. Her cheeks turned red, but I didn't say anything.
"We are at your destination girls." the taxi driver told us, stopping at my house. "Thank you." I muttered in a very low voice. I got out my wallet, but JunJun stopped me and said, "No, let me." She paid the taxi driver, and we got out of the taxi, heading to my house.
I got out the key, JunJun following slowly behind me. I unlocked the door, and I smiled. It felt good to be home once again. Especially when JunJun is with me. I saw JunJun's reaction and I started laughing. "I'm glad you're here JunJun." I finally confessed, my cheeks growing hotter and hotter. I can't believe this, I'm starting to fall in love with her already. "No problem Ai-chan, I...um.." Her face was getting hotter and hotter also. I couldn't help but stare into her eyes, this time with love, lust, and passion all mixed together.
"....I want to be here for you," JunJun continued, her expression was serious. "I can't have you being all depressed forever. It's been five months since Gaki-san and Eri-chan got together, and you need to move on or else-"
"I already did." I whispered, walking closer to her. I don't know what came over me, but I kissed her. Her lips were so soft and plush that I had a warm feeling inside me. JunJun stiffened a little at first, but then her arms wrapped around my waist, and I was happy.
Unfortunately, we broke away due to the panting and sweating. I blushed in embarassment. "Um..sorry about that." I smiled. "It's okay, I kind of...um...liked it." JunJun blushed too. That silly grin she gave me was so cute. She's so caring, nice, and she was brave enough to ask me questions about dance rehearsal.
She was much better than Risa.
"I love you JunJun." I whispered quickly. On the outside, I hoped that she wouldn't hear what I whispered, but on the inside, I hoped that she would understand.
"I love you too Ai-chan." JunJun replied, leaning in to kiss me again. "Wait." I almost stammered, moving back. She nearly fell. That was a nice move Ai, very nice move. "We need to take this somewhere else." I took her hand, taking her to the bedroom.
It was a very passionate night for the both of us. I was enjoying every minute of it.
I'm happy that JunJun came into my life and made me feel better, I really needed it.
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